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anna ([personal profile] extroverting) wrote 2020-12-17 02:10 am (UTC)

[ She took a deep breath and let it out slowly to relax her nerves. Being spoiled wasn't something that she strove for, but it would have been as ridiculous to judge her on it as it would be to judge him for who he had become from his troll upbringing. ]

Either way, I know I'm not better for it and I see you as my equal. You always saw me as yours. My being a princess never changed the way you treated me.

[ The loving words go a long way towards soothing her concerns. Some people with no money had been far more spoiled in love and attention and freedom than she'd had. The blessings of life came in many forms, and perhaps that was what helped her understand people so well. She may have been spoiled, but she understood what it meant to not have what you wanted and needed. ]

A part of me really understands that. I guess life is just so different here and I was just getting used to changes at home, and now I have to get used to another place and another situation. I'm tired. I just want to plan a wedding and get used to my duties and have things return to some kind of normal. Instead we're stuck here, learning new customs and meeting people who live their lives in so many different ways.

I just don't want to be overbearing or tell you what to do, and I feel kind of...clingy.

[ She'd been that way with Elsa, when the doors had opened, and now without Elsa, she was clinging to Kristoff like he'd jump ship at any moment. ]

I guess, hearing you were curled up with another woman made me consider that you haven't ever explored romance with anyone but me. But I don't think you've had a lot of options. I'm not without my insecurities obviously. I mean, I assumed you might be looking for romance with someone else when you were trying to declare your undying love! I don't think my heart could tolerate losing you, and despite how much I know you love me, I still have nightmares about being told you don't love me.

[ She looks down, embarrassed to be so affected by it. ]

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